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Post by Ardra on Aug 5, 2005 14:58:33 GMT -5
OOC:: Oh, man, Rain, your roleplaying style just took a plunge for the worst. All the "sh' s and 'ims and 'ers just scream bad roleplaying!! EEk!! Sorry, I'm just very picky 0.o. I recommend keeping your old style. ^^
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Post by Rain on Aug 5, 2005 15:03:50 GMT -5
OOC: I'm just trying it out, I'm not keeping it ^^
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Post by Ardra on Aug 5, 2005 15:20:44 GMT -5
OOC:: Good! *sigh of relief*
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Post by Dragon on Aug 5, 2005 20:55:34 GMT -5
OOC: Lol, ya... Silly type of writing, that is...
Dragon smiled at Rain as as she approached. She seemed to be acting more at home around him. It felt strange, her nuzzling him constantly. 'Is she trying to tell me something?' Dragon asked, not wanting to know the answer. Sometimes ignorance is good for you. His smile weakened slightly as he saw Ardra in his mind. He was not sure who he liked, who he loved. He was confused!
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Post by Rain on Aug 5, 2005 21:58:32 GMT -5
OOC: yall, this is a strange question, but am I an advanced role player? I can't tell... *is temporarily insane, just ignore*
IC~
Rain looked to her paws and began moving the sticks and pinestraw out of the circle she had made. When she was done there was a circle of dirt. Damp, brown, gritty dirt. Her tail swayed from side to side, making a snow angel affect. She didn't really know what to say. Should she tell Dragon about her feelings for him? Of coarse, Rain had no idea there were others in the terra. She didn't know about Ardra and Dragons mixed feelings for more than one femme. She decided it would be best to let Dragon know of her feelings. Her velvet parted. She tried not to think about what she was about to say, it had always helped her in the past.
Dragon, as I was sleeping in the den last night, I thought about something I hadn't thought about before...
She paused for a moment, thinking hard about her times with Dragon. It seemed so, so soon. A weak smile formed across her maw as she realized there was no mistake in her judgement. Dial turned to set gaze on her beloved Dragon. The pause grew and grew, it seemed like forever. She would tell when she was ready, she would brake the dreaded silence.
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Post by Ardra on Aug 6, 2005 8:45:01 GMT -5
OOC:: I would say you're high intermeidiate. In this site, I'm intermeidiate, but I CAN be any type. Just check me out on some other sites, and you'll be impressed. It usually depends on how others in the site rp. If they're beginner, I rp beginner. If they're advanced, I roleplay advanced. I prefer intermeidiate, 'cause beginners are n00bs, and advanced people are very snotty. 0.o
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Pyro
Junior Member
King of the West
Mei's mate.
Posts: 54
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Post by Pyro on Aug 6, 2005 14:25:46 GMT -5
Dragon thought he knew what she was going to say, but he wanted to be sure. He waited for her to finish the sentence. But she didn't. Dragon turned and looked into her eyes. He wasn't smiling. His eyes were sad. He did not want to hurt her. But he was not sure if he loved her, or if he loved Ardra. He was silent, waiting for her to conitinue. His eyes went over her, then strayed farther towards the forest. He wanted to run, run from all this confusion, run from his love... He wanted to find a place where he could be alone to sort out his feelings.
But Dragon knew that he would have to face his feelings sooner than he wanted to. He could faintly here a small brook trickling somewhere, hidden by the morning mist that the sun barely penetrated. It was caused by the storm last night, and if he did not rain all day, it would probably be gone by tomorrow. Dragon eyes once again wandered, until they finally found their way back to Rains'. again.
OOC: holy crap, I'm on my sister's account! This is Dragon, everyone. Hope you don't mind... O.o
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Post by Rain on Aug 6, 2005 15:04:39 GMT -5
Rain's gaze drifted toward's Dragon's. She saw the upset side of Dragon just then. Rain suddenly went speachless. Just then Rain wished she hadn't started the sentence, then she wouldn't have to say it. Thoughts strayed on as Rain began thinking, sending a nervous lurch through her stomach. The more she thought about what she was about to say, the more she dreaded to say it. But, once again, the thought came that she was the only femme in the terra, or so she thought.
Dragon, I think...I like you, and not just a little...
Rain clamped her mouth shut after she let it out. Althought, she was glad she didn't use the term 'love'. She does like him, but love is so strong. You can like anybody, but it takes someone special to steal your heart away. And besides, you have to like before you love. It doesn't happen overnight.
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Post by Dragon on Aug 6, 2005 17:57:55 GMT -5
Dragon nodded silently, hesitating before he answered. "Rain, I like you too. Alot. But..." He paused, thinking of what might happen if he told her specifically that he also liked Ardra. He imangined a huge fight, one leaving, the other expecting him to be their mate. Or it could go farther. Someone might get killed. Dragon closed his eye. When he opened them, he continued. "Rain, I also like another cat. And I think she might like me too. So I can't, let this like grow into love. And I can't let the other like grow into love either. Rain, I know that's hard for you, but its even harder to me. I wish I could tell you that I loved you, and wanted to be with you forever, but I can't..." Dragon's eyes were filled with sadness, and he leaned forward to press his nose on her cheek comfortingly. He knew Rain would be devastated, and Ardra would be too, when he told her.
OOC: This is making me so sad!
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Post by Rain on Aug 6, 2005 18:18:57 GMT -5
Rain looked at him as he began to speak. At the first words rain felt as sweet as honey, but then there was the word that broke that feeling. But. Rain's gaze shifted from the Dragon to the ground. She listened to all his words. At first there was sadness, but it quickly turned to anger. She looked up, her orbs sparkling with tears. Only a moment passed before she jerked her dial to gaze at the ground again. Then she felt Dragon touch her cheek. Rain swatted at him and jumped out of reach. She stood facing him, confussion writen in her every move. A tear ran down her face as she bared her teeth. Suddenly she began fussing at him, still completely unknowing of the others in the terra. "Dragon, who do you like? There is no one here but you and me! What are you talking about?" Her voice was shaky. Her gaze dropped to the ground. She felt torn, battered, and broken. What kind of curse is love anyway?
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Post by Dragon on Aug 6, 2005 18:40:07 GMT -5
Dragon let her hit him. He flinched, the small swat feeling like a baseball bat being swung at his face. Dragon looked sadly at her, realising that she was unaware there were others in the territory. "Rain, there are two other cats in the territory. Shady and Ardra." He did not say anything else, as he did not feel like talking about love. He had known that this would be a problem as soon as the third she-cat had joined. He closed his eyes hiding a tear the leaked out of his eye and onto the ground. He didn't want Rain to be mad at him. He wished that he had never come here. He was going to break three hearts-- Ardra's Rain's and his. Finally, Dragon couldn't take it. He looked up at her, tears falling openley from his eyes. He shook his head sadly, then took of, not wanting to think about it anymore. There were wet streaks on his face. He was not a sissy. If you were in his position, and had the same attitude he did, you would be crying too. Dragon ran, wanting to leave it all behind. The depression was horrible. He wanted a friend to talk to, to make him feel better. Someone who was just a friend.
OOC: There were parts of that post where I actually cried for Dragon, Rain and Ardra.
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Post by Rain on Aug 6, 2005 18:50:18 GMT -5
OOC: awww...I'm used to it by now...this happened to my horse Cely on Red Blooded Mustangs. It was far more depressing than this, Cely's personality threw me for a loop. I mean, she almost died of starvation and guilt from having an ugly colt for Apolinar's heir! long story...
IC~
Rain watched as Dragon approached, tears in his eyes just as they were in Rain's. She had no idea, two others? How could she miss it? Rain looked to the ground as Dragon ran off. She wondered if he would ever return. Most likely he was just getting a break from everyone. Rain's tears began draining from her eyes, she didn't realise rejection hurt this much. Perhaps she liked Dragon more than she thought she did. Rain sniffled and looked toward the path Dragon had taken. She got up and started after him. Yes, she was angry and hurt, but Dragon was still all she had. If she lost him, her heart would be crushed and she would be an empty soul.
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Post by Dragon on Aug 6, 2005 19:04:57 GMT -5
Dragon hated this, more than he had ever hated anything before. More than he hated war. More than he hated people who hurt the ones he loved. The only thing he hated more than this was himself. He let out a pathetic and lonely yowl. He stopped running, his greif overpowering him. He closed his eyes, his legs buckling. He lay on the ground, eyes closed and a tear trickling from one eye. He couldn't bare to face Rain or Ardra. He supposed that by the way he had acted, he had led them to believing that he loved both of them.
Dragon knew that someone would find him here. Most likely Rain. He didn't want to see her angry, hurt face. He didn't want to see what he had done to her, and what he knew he would have to do to Ardra. He opened his eyes. He could make both Ardra and Rain hate him. Then maybe they would realise he was not right for them and find new mates. But that seemed too hopeful.
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Post by Rain on Aug 6, 2005 19:18:11 GMT -5
Rain came toward a white figure ahead. A nervous feeling came over Rain as she approached slowly. Once she reached the figure, she slowly layed beside him and tucked her dial in his fur. A tear ran down her face, and there were plenty more hidden behind hurt eyes. She was silent, but the silence was finally broken when she began speaking, tears now running freely down her face. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it...I didn't mean to make you upset...I just, I just didn't know..." her words were backed up with complete innocence. At first love seemed like a blessing, but it was a curse as well.
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Post by Ardra on Aug 6, 2005 20:25:43 GMT -5
A black figure flew from the foliage, hissing, claws unseathed, and leaped right in between Dragon and Rain. She swipped her sharp claws in front of the femme who had touched Dragon, and stood in front of him defensively. "Who are you and what do you want here?" The black feline hissed coldly. Last night she had only heard the female talk to Dragon, and hadn't seen her. She didn't know that this was her competetion, the one interfiering with Dragon and herself.
Her fur bristled, and she looked twice her size. Her intense golden eyes now glared with twice as much intensity as usual, her shoulders tensed, ready to attack. Ardra was very protective of the ones she cared for, especially after her mother was killed when she was gone. After an experience like that, anyone would want to stay closer to the ones they loved.
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